its hard….
December 21, 2003 | Category: blog, old website posts
aint this hard? oh yes it is. and ol’schoo flavor. forget all the new cars out now. i like the old stuff but still tasteful. and its turbo. yay yay.
ohhh im soo tired. my eyes burns from workin too much. i never get to sleep cause i be up for no reason. last nite i couldnt sleep. i woke up at 3 in the morning with my eyes wide open. from there i tosssed and turned and i felt like something bad happened to someone some where. i hope not.
work was fun and i embarassed the ass off my manager. hahahaha i joke around alot and simply embarassed her. dont fell like gettin into details. we went out to get pizza for everyone at work, so i got paid doing nothig for the half of the day. shhhhh. she just doesnt know how to have fun. but i made her laugh. girls like that.
gosh do yall remember when you first fell in love? idk if you fast ass been there but for some of us as teenagers been there. well i fell in love with my second girl friend-not date, girlfriend. i remember them days. it was hard and sweet at the same time. i dont know, i just thought bout writing bout it cause i thought bout it today. cause i remember how alive i felt. like everything we see or i see was soo new and nice. i felt good. and now i just feel like im just livin and workin hard. i wanna feel alive and happey again. dont get me wrong, im happy, but not that happy like before. some say we wont find that again, well i believe we can if we fall in love again. i just cant wait to get there. but i really didnt know what it was tho, i remember ridin in the car and thoughts would just play in my head like nothing in the world matters. and walkin out of the vehicle feelin like i just started all over again. well this was just the image i was havin today when i was at work. i try to remember the good stuff rather than the bad stuff. so i thought of that.
almost my bday and bout to turn 20, and i cant do nothing cause of work. i was planning to have a bbq to see all my ppl again man. dang.
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