spoil-ness

January 23, 2004 | Category: blog, old website posts

I know I haven’t really updated here in a LONG while and I guess it’s because I’ve been updating the other site. But I guess I’m updating this time because I don’t want a certain someone to read this entry. I’m irritated right now and in order to calm me down is by writing out my feelings.

So. His family is irritating me because they completely control him and he’s not standing up for himself. He pays for the bills because his mom doesn’t have money. Basically, he’s the one who is taking care of the house when that’s usually the parent’s job. His mother and his sister were supposed to help out with the bills…but none of them have money. His sister and his mother continues to shop like they’re f*cking rich while he’s the one who spends his whole f*cking pay check on the house that they ALL live in. His parents give his sister everything while he has to work hard to get what he wants. Basically, I feel that his parents loves his sister more than him and it’s sad. Out of f*cking no where his mom is gets his sister a car! An RSX…the car that she wants. He had to buy his own car…both of them…WITHOUT his parents’ help. She gets a f*cking car handed to her. She has the f*cking nerve to say that my car sucks? That ANYTHING is better than my car? What I have to say is…Look you spoiled baby…I didn’t buy the car so I don’t think I have the right to choose the kind that I want. I’m not going to complain and baby about it because it’s a f*cking car. I don’t really care about showing off to anyone. I’m not some wannabe popular chick that tries so f*cking hard to fit in. You’re ugly and fat and everyone f*cking knows it. Someone even commented that you look like a f*cking pig. We’re not cool and I’m okay with that…I don’t think it’s me though…it’s YOU since you seem have/had problems with EVERYONE! You’re so annoying…your voice irritates me, it’s so high pitched that I have to pull away because I’m afraid I’m going to go deaf!

I don’t want to bring this up or tell him how I feel because we’ve been through enough drama and I don’t want to say anything because it’s his sister.

Maybe my feelings about this whole situation will change…it usually does…I just needed to let it out.

Sorry for saying “f*ck” a lot. I tend to do that when I’m angry.

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