strange week for the year.

May 18, 2004 | Category: blog, old website posts

yesterday was a strange day, i try to stay happy to stay strong so i can progress at work. my manager with her personal problems from home causes her to take it out on everyone including me. whew, it all started when she was askin me questions like i did something wrong while im on my lunch, fuckin ruin my day and not a good time to start something with me. confronted her, so we argued cause shes a hot head, she thinks what she does aint wrong, pissed me off and ignored her the whole day. she tried to cherr me up but i resume to ignore the biznacth. the other manager broke it up cause the guest was lookin, then later, i just left workin without sayin anything. they were for sure i was gonna quit cause i cant deal with bullshit.
but today my boss called me, i thought i was gonna be in trouble, she offered me a position at the zoo as a assistant manager, shit i said hell yeah. i shouldnt quit since i got this far over drama.
ups and down thru out the week, try to keep my mind out the gutter and focus. today i got phone calls from so many ppl, askin me if i was okay cause they heard bout what happened at work. my neighbor knows i work alot-too much, they were surprised to see my car in the front around 3 pm. they came knockin on my door to see if i was okay, strange, cause ppl are actin like something really bad happened. back to the phone calls, they called to see if i was okay, i was like yeah what happened? well its nice to hear they care and checkin on me to see if im okay cause they know how i am when im angry, BUT IM NOT GONNA KILL MYSELF!
then, i got a strange phone from a PI tellin me i have to go to court on friday to testify against a cop. what the fuck? i dont know nothing bout whats goin on and out of nowhere they gonna call me. im tryin to work, i dont like goin to court. then at 9 pm a lawyer called me to convinced me to go testify against the officer. they say hes a dis honest cop(detective). fuck that, talkin bout ill feel better for doin the right thing. doin right thing for whom? shit, i would only feel better to not be apart of it. cause i dont believe in justice, she tried to talk to me bout justice and the right thing. nothing is the right thing, i get played by so many cops, gangstas, ppl, and theres nothin we can do bout it. and im afraid if hes a crooked cop and if i testify against him, he’ll make my life a livin hell. cause i already got cops on my street for no reason. shit they might make things up to get me like they always do. or frame me, or catch me racin or runnin a stop light or something. shit, i would just have the devil on my ass. man its a strange week for the year, im tryin to make things better. when good things happen, bad shit creeps up.
watch over me grandma.

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