what girls can do!!

October 15, 2004 | Category: blog, old website posts

its funny how a girl can make you feel sooo good and high off life. inspire you to live right like theres no tomorrow. everything you do end up soo right and nice, perfections, love can make you blind sometimes, it never tells you the truth. like about how bad it can get or how bad youll get. it never tells you the struggle, you are always fooled by what feels good and you think everythang is perfect.


so this is where you say you gotta have faith, well i guest i didnt, so i f*cked up. i let the worst get the best of me.. and here i am f*ckin up the best thing for the moment. i guest nothing is really good, you just gotta make yourself believe its good or make it good among ourselves. maybe its just me.
its funny how a girl can make you feel soo down where your whole systems shut down. think slow, move slow, and you just dont want to do shit. you start to slip, f*ckin up on shit, and just slip right out of your mind. wake up motherf*cker.
no matter how hard i try to stay humble, when it comes to love, im a f*ckin animal. messin everything up, and i did, i f*cked it up for myself. sometimes i wish i can start all over again and be ignorant bout relaltionships. if i never experience any negativity in life, i would just be stupid and in love. naieve i guess. but when you know soo much, you just start to assume shit and never let things workout. like you never trust nothing anymore. ignorant is a bliss, i wish i can start all over and never knew what its like to be hurt, i rather feel it for the first time.

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